I'm so sorry, babe. I hope your dr. visit gets you better. I am happy that I haven't been sick in awhile. Hurry up and get better, lady, your projects inspire (guilt trip) me in to working on mine. XOX{{{{HUGS}}}.
my projects are on hold til i feel better. my head is stuffed up all the time. there in lie mistakes. aggravating though.
My projects are on hold until I get a place to live other than the family members' basement. I'm itching to do a couple of portraits, experiment more with figures and maybe do some abstracts with bright colors. Oh oil pastels and watercolors, why must you be packed away? I also have some beading experiments I want to try and some experiments with ring mail (just cheap stuff to start). I need a job before I can do those though.
I too, use that relaxation technique, but start from the toes up. Worked well for years. Now I can usually imagine a Light board in an elevator and watch the numbers lighting up from 1 to 100, if I hit the top floor, I go back down. I'm not having much troubling falling asleep, but getting deep enough for REM, that's what we hope to discover with the sleep study, if I'm just lightly sleeping and how many times an hour I "wake" to a light sleep. It's called Disruptive Sleep Disorder.
I always have a gazillion projects but my stash seems to be getting thin. I've finished the sweater for our daughter-in-law for Christmas and I'm almost done with the afghan for Glenn's mother for Christmas. All that's left in my "in" box is to complete the Christmas wall hanging for another family member.
Later today I think I'll rummage through my "to do" knitting and crochet patterns and come up with something to keep my hands busy.
I have the TV on only for the background music. Like you I can't see there and stare at a screen. I call it the Vidiot Box. I have to be doing something while it is on. If I need to be able to concentrate on a story, I will dust while I am watching it. Or sew.
The other one I get is, "I don't have the eyes for it anymore." Well, get new glasses. Go for an eye exam. "I can't see the eye of the needle anymore." Well, I have about 200 needle threaders. I will gladly give you some. "Oh, is that what those are for? I never knew that. I always throw them away." Come to think of it, I have yet to see anyone here who has gotten new glasses in the 3.5 years I have been here. I have never heard anyone say they are going for an eye exam. Oh well.
I framed the roll off roof of my observatory this week.
Addie,
Your post made me smile!
Some folks do seem to spend all of their time putting up barriers while others spend time tearing them down or finding a way around them!