I did it!!!!!
Well it took me awhile, but I finally rejoined the YMCA last Wednesday. I haven't been around to be able to tell you.
I have yet to go there and work out, but that will happen tomorrow. It was a long weekend in BC and I was out walking for long periods all three days. So, today I am just doing gentle stretches to keep things moving and lower my pain levels. If I tried doing pool or treadmill walking, I know I would be in big trouble pain wise.
But it was a big step in the right direction. I really felt comfortable being back there so there is some motivation.
As for my weight, I am back to 220, my heaviest recorded weight. The weekend was hard on me diet-wise as well because we spent a day with TB's parents and they insisted on buying ice cream (even when we said we really can't eat it), then burgers and taking us back to their place for desserts, that, again, we can't have. TB's mom just can't get her head around the fact we can't eat flour/gluten, dairy, soy and eggs. And TB is a lot worse off than me, but I am trying to eat healthy because of my pain and to lose weight. They mean well, I know. We will just have to be more assertive with them.
On the whole, I feel good about this. Tomorrow is the first day I will be devoting time to better my health and appearance. I even have a young Mom at our church who wants to coach/train me and she has experience with many of my physical challenges. I am really excited about that.
And I know I have a cheering section here.